I like people who are learning to like themselves. Support people on the path to self confidence.
Over the summer, I think those lonely days I spent by myself, 90% in my room did something great to me.
Suddenly I do not want to be alone anymore, I do not want to hide home alone anymore just because I’m terrified of certain people or situation and the life outside there. I do not want to miss any trips to cool places anymore just because I’m afraid I could find nothing to eat that won’t make me freak out or be forced to eat something that I’m afraid of because my brain tells me I’m going to wake up having gained a hundred pounds,
I do not want to ruin girls’ nights just because my sick thoughts are louder than my own voice, I do not want anyone else to be surprised when I turn up at a party anymore, just because people are used to me cancelling parties and get-togethers because I would rather spend the night alone in my room because I’m too afraid of being with so many people.
I do not want to let the scale define if I’m happy or not or if my day will be good or not anymore, I do not want to feel worthless and like a failure anymore once I make a mistake and fuck something up, I do not want to give up just because the goal seems to unreachable, I do not want to give in just because my self esteem is too low to respond with a strong voice and say ‘NO.’ and fight back.
I want to live again and feel everything and be happy and this is the first time in my life where I feel like I’ve finally found my big goal. I do know that it won’t always be easy to reach it and I do know that on the way there, I will still make mistakes, still fuck things up, still have to start all over again but I also do know that I want it.
I want to reach this goal, more than anything else and I am not going to back down, even if I will have to start a million times all over again, even if it will take me 10, 20, 30 years, I will reach it and I will not be stopped.
I know what I want now.
I know what I choose.
I choose life." —
I’ve never understood why it’s so important to spend time with yourself, with nothing but your thoughts for some time.
Now I do.
is today your first day of school? tomorrow? or maybe it’s your 50th day of school?
youre looking great
you are going to rock this
i believe in you
youre gonna knock em out of the park, champ